Poem — Is it still abuse?

Is it still abuse if they bring me gifts—

Apologising, though they don’t know why?

Is it still abuse if they're having a hard time—

Their problems come first always, right?

Is it still abuse if they are tender after—

They weren't themselves, so it must be fine?

Is it still abuse if it's something I caused—

Surely, I deserve it this time?

Is it still abuse if they want more than I have—

I’m just being selfish, I'll be alright?

Is it still abuse if they love me the most—

Forgiveness is love, or so I’m told?

Is it still abuse if I justified their actions—

It’s my fault for not recognising the signs…

Is it still abuse if I didn’t get out in time—

My love was endless until it ran dry.